I don't know why.
"Change equals entropy," said my biology teacher,
but how much I wish I had learned this fact before,
to soften the pain.
Five different leaves of a single branch,
that's how we all were,
until that one day, when a girl asked,
"Are you two friends?"
"No," you said,
and immediately I was shattered.
Little did I know that you would all float away,
but surprisingly cluster together.
My heart broke a little when I saw
you four together
all on the bottom footsteps of the stairs
laughing at who knows what
a small similarity that you all had
into the wind
and I, myself, am a leaf floating away.
My love for your four never ceases to grow
yet those "what ifs" tend to mock me.
What if I spent more time,
what if I went to the same parties,
what if -- no.
I am the broken Melody of soft tunes,
and you each are the harmonies
picking up my shortcomings.
This is how it has always been.
And while I may be hurt, I am happy
that you found solace in one another
and here I stay, I shall always have
great love and regards for you.
But for now,
farewell my dears.
Goodbye puck, map, fish, and pi.
Welcome, 2016! I've been wanting to introduce a life update post. However, life has been rather mundane, while other parts have been to good to be true, thus the reason for this one poem which sort of ties with Watch, but it is more of a standalone.